[Intro]
When I was up,
Around,
Needed a friend,
Oh you could never be found

[Hook]
When I was up,
You would always come around,
But when I needed a friend,
Oh you could never be found

[Verse 1]
I remember, I was at the top,
And you were by my side saying you would never leave,
Now you're not, I see that you were never what I thought,
Trifled little devil, never grateful for what I bought,

The fact of the matter is that I was blinded by a rose,
Not careful I forgot how the saying goes,
Every rose has its thorns,
Next time baby believe me that I'll know,

My depressive tears were lost in the rain,
Now I know that I was just another pawn in your game,
The way you played me, I think it left me deranged,
But eveyday I pray that it wasn't a waste,

When I was young, I used to fuck around,
Not a care in the world, not a single frantic sound,
Its funny how suddenly everything turned around,
How when I needed a friend of course you were never found

[Hook]
When I was up,
You would always come around,
But when I needed a friend,
Oh you could never be found

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I find myself reflecting in a mirror,
Trying to figure where my life began to veer,
Into the direction that you ultimately steered,
Now that my vision's cleared, I still blur it out with these stupid beers,

I try to conceil what's in plain sight,
I'm left in the past, yeah but it ain't right,
I try to make my path bright, try to follow the moonlight,
All it takes is one spark to make my mind ignite,

I think I was fucked up since a past life,
Since you've entered my world I've never had a goodnight,
Goodnight is for those who sleep I've become insomniatic,
I stay awake just to think, I drink just to put myself to sleep,

Now that's a damn shame,
I just hope you still remember my fucken name,
It's funny how suddenly everything turned around,
How when I needed a friend of course you were never found

[Hook]
When I was up,
You would always come around,
But when I needed a friend,
Oh you could never be found

[Verse 3]
Now that I'm not around, Now that I'm not your clown,
Now that I'm not your jester tell me do you miss me now?
Now that your thorns no longer pierce through my flesh,
The smell of whiskey still lingers on my breath,

I'm not saying that I don't miss you,
You know what? No I don't,
I'm not letting you take my sanity away, no I won't,
Take your filthy hands off my throat,

I'm moving on without you,
My next girl will certainly vouche for that,
I'm moving on without you,
My next girl will certainly vouche for that,

Let me light this Black & Mild and float away,
My mind set is free, best believe I'm here to stay,
It's funny how suddenly everything turned around,
How when I needed a friend of course you were never found

[Hook]
When I was up,
You would always come around,
But when I needed a friend,
Oh you could never be found,

When I was up,
You would always come around,
But when I needed a friend,
Oh you could never be found