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Hands and Knees (ft. Notebook) (Prod. by Allrounda)

from Fumes & More Fumes - LP by Cesar Solorio

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[Verse 1]
Another night I've spent thinking about you,
Baby please, oh please, tell me what can I do,
I'm lost and I don't think that I'll make it through,
It's like I'm stuck in Limbo when I'm not around you,

It's been years since I've last seen your face,
I remember our three page long love notes in ninth grade,
I just want to hold your hand again for heaven's sake,
Please understand when I say I'll do what it takes,

I haven't been sober in over two years,
Sometimes I curse and scream at the child in the mirror,
Let me show you that there really isn't anything to fear,
The pain that my heart's endured is just a souvenior,

Give me another chance I'll do it right this time,
Give me an answer before I fucken lose my mind,
Take away all the pain that I've been feeling inside,
I'm on my hands and knees just trying to make it right,

[Hook]
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
With my hair fucked up, lungs hurting while I breathe,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
While my clothes are torn up, threads splitting at the seams,

And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Reflecting on my life, this is far beyond a dream,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Yeah I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,

[Verse 2] - Notebook
paper-skin, aviators on to keep the shade from making way into my cornea,
oh god, I hate this shit, that's sarcastic,
It all lasted far too long,
and now I'm pinned as a darn addict,

Can't get enough of what kills me, slow,
We're looking up at our ceilings,
Both of us separated and over what kept us sane and,
Content - and kept me sober until day, but:

I'm popping pills. I'm cutting deep.
You're not for real. I'm nothing sweet.
My cut-up speech over the phone like, "don't leave me.
Please, don't leave me. I'll be yours when no one sees it."

Such a puppet. You hold the string.
And choke me, breathing through an open, bleeding hole that seems to never close.
You'll never know until I let you see me so weak.
Down on my hands and knees, Tell me how can this be?

[Hook]
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
With my hair fucked up, lungs hurting while I breathe,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
While my clothes are torn up, threads splitting at the seams,

And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Reflecting on my life, this is far beyond a dream,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Yeah I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees

[Bridge]
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Yeah I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees

[Verse 3]
I don't think I'll be able to manage without your touch,
Without the though of knowing that we are both in love,
But it's not real, it's all just because of lust,
Trust me when I say that you're better off without me,

It's all so bitter sweet, we're stuck in the rubble,
And I'm grounded knee deep, I'm so incomplete,
But when I'm with you my insecurities seems so discrete,
Can't you see I'm on my hands and knees,

Begging for your fucking help, begging for nothing else,
But for you to be beside me, is there someone else?
It's hurts to see a smile on your face,
Caused by someone that ultimately replaced me,

It's crazy but baby please save me,
I've changed me but lately it's the same thing,
They tell me that a cross will be able to guide me,
I'm on my hands and knees please erase me

[Hook]
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
With my hair fucked up, lungs hurting while I breathe,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
While my clothes are torn up, threads splitting at the seams,

And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Reflecting on my life, this is far beyond a dream,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Yeah I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,

[Outro]
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
And I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees,
Yeah I'm right here in front of you on my hands and knees

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from Fumes & More Fumes - LP, released April 19, 2012
Instrumental by Allrounda
www.allrounda.com
Featuring Notebook
www.facebook.com/NotebookLives

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Cesar Solorio Riverside, California

Hip-Hop Artist/Singer, Name: Cesar Solorio, Born: January 2, 1995, Genre: Hip-Hop, Hometown: Anaheim, California, Current Living: Riverside, California

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