I'm Still Alive - EP

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"All I want to say is, Bitch I'm still alive!" - Cesar Solorio

This EP is dedicated to everyone who said I wouldn't amount to anything. No matter how much shit I receive from people, I'll always keep one thing in mind, I'm Still Alive!

A total of six excruciating months went into this EP! Nine tracks for $5, that'll be the best $5 you've ever spent in your life! Thank you to all my fans and supporters world-wide!

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released 08 March 2013
All Production by Azael Beats
Album Cover Done by Killer Valentine Designs

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Track Name: Intro (I'm Still Alive)
(Intro)
"And you really believe you can bring life back to the dead?"
"But first I experimented with dead animals. And then a human heart, which I kept beating for three weeks. But now, go and see for yourself."

(Verse)
They said that my mind could never be saved,
That I was a lost cause looking at the stars for some change,
I'll change this, I'll slowly break this,
The moment the umbilical cord snapped arose greatness,

I'm not someone to fuck with, (fuck with)
You like to use your mouth a lot yeah? So suck dick,
All I see coming out of your mouth is bullshit, (ugh ahh)
Here's a stick of Orbit,

I'm labeled a fucking moron,
All I do in school is sleep and the girl over there in the thong,
No one ever asks, "Hey man, what's wrong?"
'Cause i keep the same fucked up attitude all day long,

All I ask is a couple minutes of your precious time,
I know you'd rather watch what's going on on your timeline because,
Social networks are your shrine,
All I want to say is... Bitch, I'm still alive.

(Outro)
"It's alive... It's alive... It's alive! It's alive! It's alive! In the name of God rise! Now I know what it feels like to be God!"
Track Name: Letter To My Ex Girl
(Verse 1)
She was just a youngin', I was already seventeen,
Started as a high school crush escalated into a fling,
Love brings out the worst in people, It's a proven fact,
I got a backpack full of 16's that can vouch for that,

I treated this bitch like a fucken queen,
Gave her everything even though she didn't ask for a single thing,
I thought she was the girl of my dreams,
But I learned the hard way that everything ain't what is seems,

I can't say that the fighting started,
Because not even two weeks past when this little puta left me broken hearted,
I don't need to get into details, just know that my trust was impaled,
And me her departed,

This is exactly what I never wanted,
But I found myself back in her lust,
Brushing off the dust from the fall of love,
If I had to do it all over I would, but I would've ended it right there for good

(Hook x2)
This is a letter to my ex girl,
Thanks to you I'ma be more careful with my next girl,
My next girl, ne-ne-ne-ne-next girl,
My next girl, ne-ne-ne-ne-next girl

(Verse 2)
Now I'm just trying to stay right, but that late night text,
Started the mess all over again, I can't pretend,
She had me locked in, caged in like an animal,
Because of her I lost my only friend,

I can't believe I gave her the satisfaction,
Fucking on the daily, no love and no passion,
Just meaningless smashing, my actions that I took made it look,
Like I gave a fuck but truth be told I never gave a single one,

Fuck your bullshit baby save it,
Do you think your petty party worked? Well it didn't,
I don't regret but I wish I could forget it,
Could you look me dead in the eyes and say that you fully meant it?

I guess not, you switch up more than ink blots,
I need to get you out of my system, where's the detox,
Eight shots then I took you back,
Now it's bye-bye bitch, I'm only stating the facts

(Hook x2)
This is a letter to my ex girl,
Thanks to you I'ma be more careful with my next girl,
My next girl, ne-ne-ne-ne-next girl,
My next girl, ne-ne-ne-ne-next girl
Track Name: Mid-December
(Verse 1)
I'm trying to paint a picture for you but I just can't illustrate,
Times ticking quickly, I feel the bomb's 'bout to detonate,
Inception has reversed itself onto me and my destiny,
I'll ignite my lyrical mind and redefine ecstasy,

I'm in love with this music shit but is it really worth it,
I've exposed my life onto audio files, yeah that took some courage,
I'm just looking for some purpose, inhale the swisher and chug a glass of bourbon,
On the rocks, I'm just starting, bet you'll never see me stop,

It's the mystery that gives my life worth,
Eyes open but my vision's become nothing but a blur,
Do you concur that the meaning of art has faded away,
Let the bullets spray, listen to what the father has to say,

You're just preaching to the choir, money and fame ain't exactly what I desire,
But damn would it be one hell of a fucking change,
Bitches just reaching for my dick while I'm performing on stage,
Countless bars written on a single page,

I think I've crash landed, I'm barely standing, on a new planet,
That forced me to become this manic-depressive kid with the raw talent,
If you find me at church, I'm not praying,
I'm just screaming "God Dammit!"

(Hook x2)
I don't regret the choices I made,
I know I put the names of many people in vein,
I aim to be somebody you remember,
But how can I do that if my heart is colder than a cloudy night in Mid-December

(Verse 2)
Somebody take my pain away, nah fuck that,
This is exactly what got my mind focused on making tracks,
When the psychiatrist told me to just relax,
I inhaled the herb, but I don't want to go back to that,

It's not new to me to be the one outside,
Peering into societies gates through the space between the bars,
I don't wish to enter, I prefer the stars,
Watch suns die, planets align, where time seems to fly faster than the speed of light,

I wonder how we even got here,
Repaint the picture because the image is not clear,
I'll take these wounds and scars as souvenirs,
Fall back in the abyss and watch my sanity begin to disappear,

Or is it too late, I know it is for me,
Tattoo "OPEN" across my face because my mind has too much vacancy,
I know it's plain to see but I want all my peers to remember me now,
Not somebody that I used to be,

Made a wrong decision now my life begins to unfold,
I sold my soul not to the devil but something more cold,
When my mind snapped I didn't lose it I pursued it,
Now look me in the eyes and lie by saying that you always knew it

(Hook x2)
I don't regret the choices I made,
I know I put the names of many people in vein,
I aim to be somebody you remember,
But how can I do that if my heart is colder than a cloudy night in Mid-December
Track Name: By Any Means
(Verse 1)
I'm not a nice guy bitch, I'm an asshole,
Stealing virgin's hearts so you can label me a criminal,
An asylum for the withered and wicked is where I'm bound to go,
Look at the black snow, more precious than black gold,

Crazy how a simple man can be the simple man's icon,
Look through the Nikon lens so the image is focused,
It's easy to tell that you're faker than the cake face bitches with Avon,
Burn you down with that Napalm,

Want to run your mouth then be ready to back it up,
I'm more than ready to brawl down, to shut you up,
Baseball bats and brass knuckles, leave you black eyed and shackled,
Leave your entire posse distraught and baffled,

Now I'm not trying to cause a scene,
But better say your final prayer if you want to fuck with me,
I'm laid back smoking treed, frying off that LSD,
Roundhouse to your face, I love the sound of skulls when they collide with the gravel and break,

It's something that's captivated me for a while now,
You claim to party hard, but all your drinks are watered down,
You seem sad, let me bash your face into the ground,
You're not so tough when your little buddies aren't around

(Verse 2)
Recollect my thoughts that faded away years ago,
I'll break the silence by dropping a needle on the floor,
I'm mad, obnoxious, crazy, and maybe clinically insane,
I'll raise my arm and put a 9mm through your brain,

It's crazy, she keeps calling me baby,
But lately I've been fucking her over, I don't think she knows it though,
I'll take a step back, I think I'm on track,
To loosing a wife, but gaining a heart that's black,

Countless hours I've invested in this cryptic message,
She says "I love you" what the fuck? I still don't get it,
My anger's towards the idiotics but I seem to redirect it,
I'm labeled an asshole, but I seem to just accept it,

Everything ain't what it seems, when you're following a dream,
It's all just the same old script that leads you to the same old scene,
I'll eighty-six all of my enemies,
I was never offered a single chance so I'll take mine by any means
Track Name: Familiar Stage (Déjà Vu)
(Verse 1)
I can't believe I don't remember my dream from last night,
I think it had something to do with a past life,
A butcher's knife embedded in my rib cage, I'm thinking what age was I,
I don't believe it was about you and I,

Let me retrace my steps, I was catching my breath,
My clothes a mess, no time to rest, gotta get outta here,
But no exit anywhere near my location,
A monster coming forth in my direction,

I try to run but my feet seem to be levitated,
If they catch me then surely I won't be incarcerated,
Most likely sentenced to death, It's fucking strange,
I think I've been here before, I'm not sure,

There's a forest to my left side, my right side an empty ally,
I turn right but left was life,
I chose the dead man's valley,
No time to dilly-dally, I picked my own fate gladly

(Hook)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)

(Verse 2)
Hand me that spliff, Let me take a hit,
Drown my liver so that I don't have to remember this,
I don't care about your problems you stupid bitch,
I got enough on my plate for myself to handle with,

I'll keep my hoodie on so nobody can see my face,
I'm speeding down Mortician Avenue in this rat race,
I'm in first place feeling like a got a taste of live,
But it was just a forbidden dance with drugs,

Where will I be in the next five years? I don't know,
Stop asking me stupid questions you stupid hoe,
I'm not your soul mate girl so why the fuck do you keep questioning me for,
I really don't care, nor do I give a single fuck,

It was just dumb luck that I didn't OD on those 7 Mollies,
I'll switch my pace out of this ally,
Can someone direct to the forest?
I didn't think so, I'll get there on my own

(Hook x2)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
It seems to me as though I've been upon this stage before (Déjà vu)
Track Name: Outro
(Intro)

(Outro)
I started writing raps when I was in eighth grade,
It was just for kicks, but now it's what gets the bills paid,
I've been struggling to keep my life straight,
While the time fades, I'll keep a vice grip on my mind state,

They keep telling me to keep it moving,
How about back up because my dreams I'm perusing,
Countless days I've spent in my studio giving it everything I have,
Everyday I become a better man,

I got my girl around my arm, a swisher in the other,
Honestly at this point it couldn't get any better,
My goals are in my sight, maybe I'll get there tonight,
I'm not scared of heights so you know I'm always on the rise,

I was born a star so how could I not shine,
There's never been a line between genius and insanity,
I'm blended in between, never find me for these,
Major label prison factories, It's disgusting,

How could the art of hip-hop be converted into something so basic,
Let's face it, It's brainless,
Pop a bottle over here, Fuck a bitch over there,
These stupid mother fuckers must be shameless,

All I ask is a couple minutes of your precious time,
I know you'd rather watch what's going on on your timeline,
Because, social networks are your shrine,
All I want to say is... Bitch, I'm Still Alive.